In times of my life I was confused and angry, I witness the death of my grandmother to cancer.
A woman with the purest heart, she wanted nothing more then to be with her family and live a long happy life.
After her death I plunged in complete negativity on my 21st birthday which I outcasted myself and neglected the important things in my life.
My parents became sick, things got even more complicated and pushed me even deeper into the darkness not knowing it’s affecting everything around me.
It took time, age and expereince to figure out that there’s and answer to my anger. It’s a mental place that lies between rage and serenity.
thinking of………….. wishing, dreaming, hoping
All i can do is hope and wish for the best. Be ready for whatever comes.
Days are feeling long, i feel more uneasy. i can’t wait to quit this job and start school. This is going to be a fresh start for me, and my last chance to get things done right.